| movies |
[Jul. 22nd, 2006|08:11 pm] |
does anyone know of any decent movies that were released in 2006 that everyone hasnt seen? for example not Pirates of the Carribean or Superman Returns...if you have any ideas please tell me, thanks |
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[Jun. 28th, 2006|12:34 am] |
today was one of the better days of my life.
for many reasons. |
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| (no subject) |
[Jun. 26th, 2006|11:02 pm] |
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my cousin meghan is here. last night she highlighted my hair for me and today we went to the mall, watched Rent, and then went out to eat with my mommy at Portifinos. Tomorrow we're getting our toenails done and then walking down to Lotus (the store) and checking out the clothes. She's staying for the rest of the week and we're going to have big fun :}, because she's awesome. Anyways...i really like my hair, she did a really good job and i spent $70 today at the mall. I spent my report card money that i got because i got straight A's on my exams, for the quarter, for the semester, and for the year. I was proud of myself because I think that I worked pretty hard for my grades.
The mission trip was amazing. I can't even begin to journal about the experiences that I had with the missions and the people. I think Philip summed it up
well by saying it was the most memorable experience of his life. I can't wait until Unidiversity which is in 2 weeks. It's going to be so much fun and less work than the mission trip. Well my cousin should be out of the shower pretty soon.
--Until next |
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| alabama |
[Jun. 23rd, 2006|10:45 pm] |
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there is no better feeling than knowing that you spent an entire week helping people less fortunate than yourself. and knowing that there is a group of people who love you unconditionally. |
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| plans, then no plans |
[Jun. 9th, 2006|06:04 pm] |
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| |  cranky | ] |
ok. so. last thursday, or maybe it was friday i told my mom that i wanted to go listen to Dave Matthews with Philip on June 10. She said that was fine but that we were leaving for the beach on the 11, so i would have to spend Friday (June 9) packing and cleaning my room since i would be with philip almost all day saturday and wouldnt get home until late saturday night. So, philip and I worked it out so that him and his dad would pick me up at my house around lunch on saturday, we would go with his dad to measure a house somewhere during the afternoon, then he would take us to get dinner and to dave matthews. today, i called my mom at work and i told her i was just making sure we were leaving for the beach on sunday so i could finalize my plans. she proceded to tell me that no, we werent leaving on sunday, we were leaving on saturday morning. and that she hadnt told me i could go see dave matthews on saturday, she told me i could go friday. which, is impossible because i told her june 10 and friday is not june 10. so, my plans were ruined and i thought i wouldnt be able to see philip before i went to the beach. but, his dad is bringing him to my house and i get to see him for a little while, which makes me happy. but i'm still somewhat sad because i'd rather stab my eyes out than go to the beach with my mom and grandparents. it would be different if my whole family was going and i got to hang out with my cousins, or if i was able to take a friend. but my mom says it's "strictly a family vacation" [even though our whole family doesnt go], so i cant take a friend. the good news is there is 7 days until the mission trip, as long as i survive my family vacation first. |
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| goals |
[Jun. 8th, 2006|11:24 pm] |
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Goals from last summer:
1.Get into NWSA. 2. Be happy with who i have become. 3. Be happy with who my friends have become. 4. Get a hobby. 5. Help others more. 5. Think about my theological veiws. 6. Get better at guitar. 7. Meet some new people. 8. Be content.
Goals for this summer:
1. Fix some old friendships. 2. Remain happy with philip. 3. Read all the summer reading books. 4. Take private singing lessons. 5. Take dance lessons. 6. Break free from some people. 7. Have fun on all my trips.
some other stuff. |
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| ok... |
[Jun. 8th, 2006|09:31 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | frustrated | ] |
| [ | music |
| | ridin' dirty | ] |
i can't even begin to explain how i feel right now. but i will try.
so today i was told, that people worry about me because i have "issues" and because i can be "physcotic."
well, here is some news for those people. i have just as many issues as you and every other teenager on this planet. so stop acting like you're perfect and get a grip. i'm done dealing with this "group," it has driven me to the point of insanity. i cannot deal with all of us treating each other like shit and then somehow it becomes my fault because they had good intentions and i didn't.
get off my ass.
please.
i'm not the only one who has problems.
we all do.
i'm not the only one in the wrong.
we all are.
but you never know, maybe i'm wrong. maybe it's all those issues i have clouding my thoughts.
there are still two people that i love very much, and i need them right now. |
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| exams-day 1 |
[Jun. 5th, 2006|02:16 pm] |
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Day 1 of exams.
Over.
Biology wasn't bad, I'm glad I did the study guide even though it took me twelve sheets of paper, well six front and back. Tomorrow I have musical theatre and I'm scared, but i made flashcards and hopefully those will help. 3 more days!!
I'm pretty excited about summer. Partly because i get to sleep and partly because of the mission trip! YAY YAY YAY! it's going to be so much fun. even though we're going to alabama. ew. but a whole week with edie, philip, rachel, sg, josh, (hopefully lydia) and bunch of other really cool people...its going to be amazing.
well, my daddy should be here to get me soon. i'm going to his house, sleeping, then studying.
--Until next |
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| piedmont |
[Jun. 1st, 2006|09:13 pm] |
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| |  tired | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Musical Theatre CD | ] |
Today i went to piedmont with philip. it was fun, we didnt really watch any of the band or chorus concert but we did watch some gorrilla theatre and talk to Caldwell (my old drama teacher). I also got to see a lot of my old teachers[as well as], lacy, zoe, and rosie...so i was happy :). I'm really tired and hungry and not looking foward to exams. Oh well, they'll be over soon enough but i still have a ton of studying to do.
Today Philip gave me a drawing that he did of eggs. I love it and i'm going to have it framed so that i can take good care of his hard work.
I'm going to go try to find something to eat. or maybe lay down. |
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| (no subject) |
[May. 28th, 2006|10:43 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  crushed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Give Up- The Postal Service | ] |
Smeared black ink... your palms are sweaty
And I'm barely listening to last demands
I'm staring at the asphalt wondering what's buried underneath
Where I am
I'll wear my badge... a vinyl sticker with big block letters adherent to my chest
That tells your new friends I am a visitor here...
I am not permanent
And the only thing keeping me dry is
Where I am
You seem so out of context in this gaudy apartment complex
A stranger with your door key explaining that I am just visiting
And I am finally seeing
Why I was the one worth leaving
The district sleeps alone tonight after the bars turn out their lights
And send the autos swerving into the loneliest evening
And I am finally seeing
Why I was the one worth leaving
I sent Lindsay and Edie messages on myspace asking them to read my blog hoping maybe they would comment or call me. Both the messages showed that they had been read but neither of them were replied to, no comments, no phone call. I saw Lindsay at church today, she didnt say a word to me :(. Anyways, this song reminds me of my friend situation this year. |
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| today |
[May. 28th, 2006|12:07 am] |
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| | tired | ] |
Today I went to the mall with my mom and then Philip and his dad came to pick me up. We went back to his house and since he [philip] had been pulling up tile all morning, he needed to take a shower. So, I was laying down in his room and then I heard profanities coming from the bathroom. I asked him what was wrong and he said that his dad [or someone]had taken his shampoo and asked if i could get it for him because he was all wet. I went downstairs looking for his dad and saying "Mr. Pacer?" but no one answered. I heard voices coming from his dad and step moms bedroom and so i stood in the doorway and said "Mr. Pacer?", and his dad started walking around the armoire (sp?) and towards the doorway. I assumed that he was coming to see what i needed so i took a step inside the room so I could ask for philip's shampoo. That, however, was a mistake. His dad had no pants or underwear on, I'll just say it was quite embarrassing. Then we ate dinner, went to Speed Street and saw the Gin Blossoms. They were amazing, I had a lot of fun with my baby :). I must get ready for bed, church in the morning. |
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| this year |
[May. 27th, 2006|12:29 am] |
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| | disappointed | ] |
This year has taken a huge toll on me and I think it's done the same to other people. In general I'm happy with how this year turned, I have Philip and friends who I love very much. But I feel like I lost two of the people I care about the most. Lindsay and Edie, I doubt you'll ever read this damn thing but if you do please know that I love you and care about you so much. I made a mistake, I posted something for everyone to see that I should have talked to you about personally. Now, I'm posting my apology for everyone to see because I want everyone to know how much you mean to me and how sorry I am. I really dont know if there's much more to say except that I'm sorry and that I really want to work things out and be friends again. Maybe not best friends right away but I just want to spend time with you guys. I love you, i'm sorry, please forgive me. |
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| (no subject) |
[May. 26th, 2006|10:32 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | office | ] |
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everyone has one of these.
so i got one...even though they seem to cause a lot of problems.
anyways.
i'm on the phone with my baby,i really miss him. i didnt have a good day today and he makes me feel better. I really wish everyone would just grow up [myself included]. There's going to be people all throughout your life that you dont't like or get along with but you're going to have to grow some balls and get over it. So for everyone that doesnt like someone, i dont know, just deal with it. hahah.
did you know that...philips my baby and i love him :) |
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